Monday, March 29, 2021

♥ from Hermana Miller week 79 (3-29-2021)

  


Somehow it's April and that's hard to believe.  I am so excited for General Conference this weekend. You know it's going to be good with a starting date on Saturday that has a built in countdown: 4-3-21....  It's always so uplifting and empowering. Things in Mesa have been busy and I'm so grateful for every day that I get to wear the Savior's name on my heart as His missionary.  Sending love to each of you!  

Hermana Miller









Wednesday, March 24, 2021

The long awaited Milk Jug Milestone

 Today at the store I spied this!! Sadie's return date on a milk jug.  This is a noted and well known milestone amongst missionary mamas!  I get to hug my girl before the milk expires!!!



Monday, March 22, 2021

♥ from Hermana Miller week 78 (3-22-2021)

 It was a great week!  Remember Abraham, the guy who contacted us because of our chalk question?  He came to church!!  Our wonderful bishop said hello and made him feel so welcome. 

The Bishop said to Abraham, “You’re coming back next week, right?”

“Yes”

“And every week after that?”

“Yes”

I was so happy—what a miracle!

Time is winding down and it’s bittersweet, but my sweet mama said something to me that’s stuck with me, “The Lord doesn’t have count downs” We are sometimes so pushy about the timelines we create for ourselves that we don’t always honor His by seeking His will in THIS moment.  Because He will be as eager to help me today to know how to bless others as He will be two weeks from today when I’m released as a full time missionary. I’m trying to focus on aligning myself with His will this week and in the weeks to come.  Every day and in every stage we can be in His service.  He knows what’s best!

Love from Mesa,

Hermana Miller 



















Monday, March 15, 2021

♥ from Hermana Miller week 77 (3-15-21)

  Hola-- keeping it short and sweet this week with love and prayers all the way from Mesa!

♥ Hermana Miller ♥









Friday, March 12, 2021

Journal Response.....

 


One of the sweetest things I've loved having my girls on missions is that they've trusted me with their journals.  They take a picture of each page of their journal each week and send it to me to read and ponder over and then I respond to it (kind of like a conversation back to them. )  It has helped me know what's really on their hearts in a way that I could never know in a weekly phone call. I will miss it so incredibly much-- I love that closeness &  that trust. It has made my prayers for them more specific.  I am so grateful for their trust and the way I've see them grow in such a personal way.  It's been a blessing for me to feel like I could in some way validate or lift them, bear testimony, share experiences that have helped me-- and just really felt the mutual lift that comes from traveling this mission and life experience together.  I have printed off all their pages and all my responses and saved them in a box - it's like a love letter back and forth-- not just between me and them, but the Lord too, He's in on it.  Out of privacy, I haven't made any posts about the contents of those journals, or my responses.  I did want to share one part though- as Sadie was expressing the range of emotions in her journal this week, with just one month left to make her mark as a missionary- after I'd gone through my regular numbered responses... this is what I wrote.. and when I was doen, I was an emotional disaster.  How I love her and how grateful I am to know that she has become exactly what she needed to-- and that the metamorphosis continues, for her, like it does for each of us.  So grateful

"...Sweet Sadie—I love you.  I see so much of me in you.  And when I write that I think oh, I hope she doesn’t read that like I’ve done something or take any credit—I just know those struggles—not in the way of a missionary- but in the way of a wife and a mama and a disciple, hard on myself- fighting the shrinking and the rising- the whys behind things, the intrinsic motivators, the things that matter and the things that stick.  Always trying to lift where I stand, and show up when it’s hard, put someone else first, be more committed in the simple things, more impactful, more aware, more sensitive, more, more more…..  I love you so much and I admire who you are and how you’ve grown into this amazing woman- ready for the blessings that Heavenly Father will POUR upon you…blessings that aren’t conditional on how tired you are, how empty you feel sometimes- blessings you’ve earned through your faithfulness, and blessings endowed to you because of who you are, a daughter of GOD.  You have never taken the pass- you have risen every time and looked outside yourself to give, give, give.  Trust that it’s enough.  It’s everything you’ve had to give- that doesn’t mean perfect, that means your best—your reinvented, recommitted, trusting, full of faith and ALL-In offering.  And while you may feel that some part of you is soon ending—it really isn’t—you take off the tag—but you still represent Him- that tag is in your heart.  That tag is every time you take the sacrament, and when you are worthy to be in His house at the temple….. in every ordinance that tag is there—you keep representing every day of your life.  You still look to Him in every thought—He still trusts you with marvelous and overwhelming stewardships, and you still have the promise of His spirit at your side.  And so it goes—this thing called mortality.  What a beautiful adventure… no endings—just different switch backs (and some of them are steep- but you Sadie Jane, know how to climb)  There is grandeur in the big goal, and grace in the journey.  I love that I get to travel it with you—it’s the privilege of a lifetime, really…. The sweetest blessing for a mama heart.  -

Have a great week 77, you only get one of them!

Xoxoxo   Mama"

Wednesday, March 10, 2021

FLIGHT PLANS (T MINUS 27 DAYS)

 

There are a bunch of emotions for our missionary and for us about receiving this information. She's trying to stay focused but this makes it very real.  I've tried to not count down the days...  So excited to hug her, anxious over what's next, being helpful in a transition, so many things she's excited for, worried about, unsure of- but my mama heart is so grateful that she's so close to the finish line and coming in so so strong! She's learned how to receive personal revelation and knows where to find peace- so we'll just all navigate this together with a lot of love and prayer and hope for what's next and see what wonderful blessings unfold... 
On Mar 8, 2021, at 12:08 PM, Arizona Mesa Mission Referral Secretary <387983-REF@churchofjesuschrist.org> wrote:
Attached is a copy of your daughter’s April 6th flight itinerary which I just received from Church Travel.  She’ll arrive plenty early which will be nice for your long drive home.  I’ll let you know if the airline makes flight changes between now and the time of the scheduled flight, and if necessary I’ll send you a final itinerary several days before her departure.   Thank you for raising such a wonderful young woman and missionary!  I’ll sure miss that sweet smile of hers.  I’ll be back in touch closer to her release date but don’t hesitate to contact me if you have any questions.

Sincerely, Sister Pierce, Arizona Mesa Mission

REPLY to Sister Pierce, Arizona Travel secretary, Mission office

Oh wow
and just like that- there it is 
Thank you so much for all of your love for her -she thinks so much of both of you
 and especially gets a kick out of Elder Pierce ;)
Thank you for getting this all situated for her.
♥ Sister Miller



Monday, March 8, 2021

♥ from Hermana Miller week 76 (3-8-21)

 


narwahl puppet


Hi Everyone!

Another week has flown by, & I hope today finds you well and happy.  Its been busy, busy, busy, busy!  One cool thing we did this week was sidewalk chalk contacting…we brainstormed questions we felt people might relate to and then my companion and I chalk lettered them all over a park parking lot with our phone number.  Well, somebody messaged us!  His name is Abraham.  He has had some pretty serious trauma in his life, which is why the question, “Why does God let bad things happen to good people?” caught his attention.  After visiting with him for a few days over text, we set an apt. to meet him at that same park in person, tomorrow. I’m so excited.  I know the gospel will be the balm that can help him heal old wounds.  I can’t wait for him to find out and learn more about His Savior and all He offers each of us.  I know God inspires us with ideas, sometimes even crazy ones, that will allow us to bless others and offer the Lord’s peace.  His is a perfect plan and I’m grateful to be a part of it.

Lots of love from Mesa,

Hermana Miller